Current mood:	working
Entry tags:	school: grad

Oh yes, I missed this.
  School stress is already weighing down heavily upon me. I have three assignments due tomorrow (which is a holiday for everyone else, btw! But I get to work -- which I don't mind 'cause the store's quiet on holidays and cha-ching -- and turn in three assignments. One of which I turned in last night, one of which will take me like thirty minutes, and one of which is like one of the most evil not-a-term-paper assignments I've ever done.

  Honestly, it's my fault for being in this situation, for not investigating the assignment ahead of time and trying to start it, but this professor, as nice as she is, is one of those who doesn't post the reading assignments until the week before, which really frustrates me. So I took a look at the assignment, saw "based on the reading," and thought "well, fuck it, I can't do this until I know what the reading IS," and I just finished the readings yesterday. o___o Which put me in a shitty situation 'cause it turns out I need to run to the library now! Thank god they're open on Sundays 'cause they certainly won't be open on Memorial Day.

  PLUS my second job sent me THIRTY emails while I was on vacation, which I haven't even got to yet. I need to get THAT done by Memorial Day so that when they come back on Tuesday it'll all be done and they can't be like "WTF was she doing on HER three-day weekened?" (which you know, I don't get 'cause I work weekends but that's besides the point)

  I was so stressed that I went to bed early, only to lie there for two hours crying and then ranting at mom when she came in to check on me, and now I'm gonna have to cancel lunch with a friend and push our WOW playdate back till this evening. If I can even finish this stupid assignment, which makes my head want to explode.

  Hate school, ready for this to be over, etc etc etc.

  Sometimes I just wanna give up and quit, but that's not me, you know? I know I can make it. I've felt like this for the last two semesters and I've always made it. I'm confident about that. What I'm worried about is that all this constant stress is gonna give me an ulcer / heart attack / early death / whatever.